Too many times I have let myself do this. Fall for a man completely unavailable or cannot possibly love me. Why do we do this? Stuck in an abyss of endless self hatred and despair. The man got tired of you. Snap out of it! You need to realize that you were just a passing fad. Just something to be used then thrown away.
You took that chance again you stupid fool. You complete and utter moron. Did you really think a man would love you? Did you think you were special? Do you think you mattered? Why would he? Look at you. Look how utter and incredibly horrible you look. Look at how dull and boring you are. You are nothing. Nothing to no one. Ever.